February 22 - How I, then a young girl, has been able to think of and dilate upon such a very hideous of an idea. I always wanted, ever since I’ve thought of such an experiment, to speak to the mysterious fears of our nature to death, and confront it with the awakening yet thrills of life.
As I speak of this recordings, I Twilight Sparkle, has already made preparations in the form of a place to conduct my activities, prepared laboratory apparatuses and excess monetary expenditures to use for what I was about to conduct. All I need are the biological items of importance that I need for this experimentation and all will be well. Rarely do people journey to the graves or visit their deceased loved ones during the summer months so it will be the perfect time to collect what I need with leisure and without the nagging of any imbeciles who’ll just sap both my time and energy in their pursuit of frivolous entertainment under the sun. Nonetheless I am determined to go through this and would be able to continue what I’ve been planning for sometime. Ms Sparkle out.April 6 - As expected, everyone is gone and I am left with peace of mind that I would be able to collect everything that I need this time of the year. I conduct my activities usually at night, but it seems no one even the caretaker would mind of my presence at times. Granted that I do not show anything that seems to be out of the blue so to speak. Still I would say that what I was doing was nothing but thrilling and suspenseful at times. With unrelaxed and breathless eagerness, I pursued nature to her hiding-places. I remembered now how trembling with passion, I tore to pieces the thing that I need on which I was engaged and I would be lying if I deny that I do not find joy in collecting all the necessaries for this experiment.
Sadly the most important part, the brain, is something that I find difficulties in acquiring for such an item is delicate and in need of a special care. I still have full confidence that I would be able to collect such an item in due time. Ms. Sparkle out.July 24 - I, Twilight Sparkle is recording this very moment while staring at a mirror inside my laboratory. I always believed that taking a shower cleanses one’s body and spirit free from the turmoils of reality, but I guess its a hallowed labor of vanity now that I see my naked form before me.
What I once thought would be a lanky yet healthy naked specimen of femininity staring back at me is but a fools visage. What I saw is the pale
student of unhallowed arts, standing beside the ‘thing’ she had put together still unfinished. What I saw is the still hideous and large phantasm of a man, stretched out, unmoving and very much cold. I’ve already decided to make it far larger than what a human would normally be, but I am still beset with troubles of anatomy and the minute details that it demands to be correct. Its…. taxing to say the least. All I need is to just push more, push push push and all will be well. Ms. Sparkle out.August 19 - Accursed Ms. Pie and her buffoonery when it comes to handling matters that demands delicate attention! I almost lost one of the most integral parts of this! I always felt that this might be sabotage! These ‘friends’ of mine, once I’ve shared an inkling of my activities decides to call my endeavor as the deluded thoughts of a stressed out mind! That I should abandon what I’ve already started and to dispose 'it’ less I fall farther to depravity! FOOLS AND COWARDS! Oh! Be courage or be more than courage! Return as heroes who have fought and conquered, and who knows not what it is to turn their backs on the foe! I’ll never… and I mean I’ll never stop now that I’ve already stitched it all up and have prepared all the electrodes needed so that eletro-kinetic energies it demands would course through its body! Giving it….. life…
Forgive me. Its a tirade that I am ashamed of sharing to you all who’re listening to this recording of mine, but it is something that I always needed… admittedly. Twilight Sparkle out.September 29 - Never have I felt more drained yet at the same time satisfied with shivering delight at the work and progress that I’ve been making. Looking back now, its quite a mystery as to why I’ve even considered my creation as hideous when I, its creator has the capacity within me to sculpt it into whatever form I want. Doubts does plague my mind with noxious fervor, but I made it my goal to not waver with the duties that I’ve already thrust upon myself lest I brand myself as weak and without integrity.
I stare at the skies from time to time, seeing lightning streak across the unhallowed gray skies and illuminating the entirety of this laboratory even if the light only graces upon one singular window. Such spectacle reminds me with joy that the day is coming when I would see my work come to its ultimate fruition for once I am able to stitched up the remaining wounds that it has, all I need is to let the rejuvenant course of electricity to flow through its body…. and from there we shall see if my labor is successful or if its all for nothing.Twilight out.
October 13 - Look! It’s moving. It’s alive. It’s alive… It’s alive, it’s moving, it’s alive, it’s alive, it’s alive, it’s alive, IT’S ALIVE! Oh, in the name of the Gods! Now I know what it feels like to be a God! Its alive! and moving! I’ve done it! All those who call me insane! All those who are without faith to my work! All those who has doubts are now cast to the shadows of ignorance and vacuous pride! I Twilight Sparkle has done the impossible and created life through unlife! Its arms has moved and has already touche me, its skin warm and soft to the touch! Yes it is alive and I will celebrate such momentous joy in isolation for now for I need to make a far more formal recording and report for this monumentous occasion! Twilight Sparkle out!
Unspecified date - haa… aahhh… I don’t..haaa! I… its.. hiiii!!! I..it came inside again..!~ I.. it never tires… it never complains… it never ceases to give me the joy of being loved and be loved…. Never have I felt more joy and bliss… aaah!!… like this. The act of him filling me with its potent release…~ His strong arms wrapped around my delicate slender feminine frame, holding me tight in…aahh..~ its arms. Making sure that I cannot escape his grasp as it fills me with his love in his carnal desire to fulfill its masculine duty to fill me with his virility in his attempt to impregnate my body and hence fulfilling my own duty as a woman is incredibly invigorating and fills me with a sense of fulfillment! Aahh! Please! Stop! I’m crazy by.. by now! If you fill me more I’ll go insane No… noo aahh….. aahhhh…~
Its alive…~ I.. I feel so alive..~
Happy Halloween everyone. :3
